I struggle but i live, and there is nothing i can give. This whole life is just a game, there is no fun without the pain. But when you see you are a lie, don’t be afraid and start to die. When it all started in your youth, shall i go on and tell the truth? We all go through and think we are awake, not realize that we are fake. Prepair for war fight as a Leo, don’t be afraid to kill your ego. That’s how it works when you wake up, and no way back nothing to stop. Search for yourself i’m not for real, the truth is hard that is the deal. And when you start nothing to give, you loose it all but you will live. rudi.